lately, i’m tired of always being the initiator. being the one to text or call and sometimes i think that i think of you first. somewhere in the back of my mind there you are, i’m always think you would like that or you would think thats funny or how me and you did that together. you’re first in my life and i seem to not even be top five in yours. some nights i remain sleepless, wondering if it’s even worth speaking to you anymore. it has been months since the last time i seen you and to tell you the truth i wouldn’t know what to say to you if we did see each other. setting all of that aside, its most difficult to realize that you don’t accept ,me completely and totally. i’m MOODY and sensitive and not afraid to admit it. i don’t know where i’m going with this but i figured i’d let you know i’m letting go and until i see you reaching out to me, i guess you can consider this a farewell.